Don't try and run before you learn to walk.

Let’s replace that Life with Roller Derby

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 14:38:00 -0400

Let’s replace that Life with Roller Derby

lulz-time: sukinichi: “Am I krumping now?”

Tue, 26 Feb 2013 17:45:56 -0500

lulz-time:

sukinichi:

“Am I krumping now?”

lulz-time: thefrogman: Older brother, little brother by Clement...

Tue, 26 Feb 2013 17:44:23 -0500

lulz-time:

thefrogman:

Older brother, little brother by Clement Eng

theclearlydope: Yep. pleatedjeans: why i am like a cat

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 15:57:07 -0500

theclearlydope:

Yep.

pleatedjeans:

why i am like a cat

feelingsrantfeelingsthetruthnoregrets

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 13:54:00 -0500

Okay, I get it. I do this to myself right? I bail on people, I don’t make plans, I don’t call/text people on a regular basis because in the last year or so I’ve made myself into an introvert.

I’ve finally got myself out of my depression and I’m making appearances more often and more of an effort to talk/text/call people but can you think of the worst habit you’ve ever had? Smoking, nail biting, eating pens, shit like that? That’s what it’s like for me to quit being a fucking loner and go out and get a hold of people. My first thought isn’t, “Well, I’m bored, lets go So-and-so and hang out.” My first thought is, “I’m going to sit here and play this video game. Alone.”

So here lies my problem now. I’ve shut everyone off and basically said. “Fuck off, I like being alone” and people take that to heart. I have officially made myself a loner.

I don’t regret what I’ve done. I don’t regret anything. I’ve learned from this. I’m not going to go and tell everyone, “Hey, I’m sad that I’ve shut you off and you just kinda know not to ask me hang out because I’ll probably say no, but I want start hanging out again.”

Is it wrong of me to be kinda mad? I feel like [now that I care about others and I’m not a depressed piece of shit] if one of my friends started to drop off the side of the planet I wouldn’t just dismiss them. Maybe it’s because I know depression sucks and I know how it can make people feel.

Fuck, first I was sad, now I’m angry. I just want to move back up north where I know I’m wanted. Where I know that I have a friend who still gets a hold of me and that I know still cares.

I’m just frustrated, upset with myself, sad, and angry.

I want to move away.

And you know what, I know people are going to read this. Maybe I want them to. Maybe I just needed to vent somehow and sadly this is the only way I know how. I know if people read this they are going to talk about me. How it is my fault and that they shouldn’t be upset/mad/whatever. It’s true. Its my own fucking fault. I know this. But I also know I don’t have the balls to tell anyone this to their face. So I’ll rant about it on Tumblr where people can read it if they want. But I doubt most will. I’m not oblivious to what I’ve done. This is me being upset because of what I’ve done to myself and my social life.

I’m being fucking emo.

…. and my heart is mush now.

Thu, 31 Jan 2013 18:42:42 -0500

…. and my heart is mush now.

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bohemea: Joseph Gordon-Levitt by Danielle Levitt Oh. Ma....

Tue, 15 Jan 2013 02:44:53 -0500

bohemea:

Joseph Gordon-Levitt by Danielle Levitt

Oh. Ma. GAWD.

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lulz-time: Via/Follow The Absolute Greatest Posts…ever.

Sun, 30 Dec 2012 10:56:19 -0500

lulz-time:

Via/Follow The Absolute Greatest Posts…ever.

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This is me trying to get through a scrum start.

Tue, 18 Dec 2012 01:10:21 -0500

This is me trying to get through a scrum start.

9gag: This looks really comfortable. #9gag

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 19:42:01 -0500

9gag:

This looks really comfortable. #9gag

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